i <3 bamboo

all your lies they feed mee. wahaha. :)) gustong gusto ko linyang un. I SO LOVE MR CLAY. <3 wahaha. so, how is life people ? im kind of sleepy already and its only quarter to 7. gosh. :D

waah. what happened today ? no classes for today. rest day for everyone. i went to the mall with hannah and dave. it was fun. full of laughter. :) too good for me. thank you guys for making me happy this day. :) i enjoyed every single minute we were together. :)

when i got home, i wasn't in the mood for doing anything. i felt like crying. knowing that ewan. basta! sa akin na lang. :) hehe. :)) i kept on listening to mr clay and all you wanted. i dunno why. now im listening to much has been said. wahaha. :)) what is happening to me ?!

anyways. this week has been full of fights. useless fights. haha. im still not ok. remember that. i love you but i kind of hate the fact the you said you didn't and yet you did. ha! sorry guys, you may not understand any of the things ill be saying. it's just between the two of us. i can't believe you could say that when errgh! i really can't believe you. and one more thing. i asked you before but then you told me that the feeling's gone. but what did i hear ? was that just a lie ? i dunno who to believe anymore! nagugulohan na ako. di ko na alam gagawin ko.

sorry. pero di ko alam kung ano talaga gagawin ko. ayaw ko ng iopen sa knya ayaw ko na magaway. pero hindi naman kasi madaling limutin un! tandaan mo yan! :(( i really feel like crying now. i just cant because in 10 minutes, it'll be time for dinner and i might be asked. damnit! i dont care anymore! i wanna be NUMB. i wanna die. i dont want to feel what you're letting me feel! i don't know if you're doing it intentionally but whether it is or it isn't, damn! it HURTS. BIG TIME!

MASYA nga ang buhay.

ganyan talaga.. masaya.. < - - bamboo.

i <3 bamboo forever. i can relate to his songs. :) wahaha. :)) nakakaloko! dito ba ilabas ang kinikimkim na walang hiyaan sakit ? wahaha. :)) sorry. wala akong makausap eh. ayaw ko ng magsalita. nakakapagod kaya type nalang. :)

pasok na naman bukas. sana ok ako. pero walang magtanong. mahirap magexplain. so ill just pretend.